Monday, December 26, 2016

Nonsense 2016.. what have I done?

I have been too addicted to mobile phone gaming lately.
once I came back from work I will drained up my phone battery just by keep playing the game..
then go to bed.. then wake up for work, and come back from work again just to play the game.. and repeat.
and that is how I spend my time after work for almost everyday.
#worklifebalance #wtf


I know this has to stop.
But till now I still unable to figure out how to do that.

thank god I still have the realisation that I know this ain't good for me.

So here I am, back at it again blogging.
I am here blogging cos I know I have to change!
Like what I usually do every year, I write my 'goals' here,
and when I know I have written them down.. I will have the responsibility to accomplish it!

Although not every aims I have written down are fully resolved, but I am happy at least I am aware of what should I do and try to do that.

This leads me of thinking why there are a saying which says that: "Don't tell your goals to somebody or you will not achieve them".
I don't think this theory is completely true.
Sometimes if we tell somebody of what we want to achieve in the future, we tend to have the pressure applies to ourselves, or rather, a goal.. a motivation.. for us to have hope, and try our best to achieve it.

Goals for me can have a lot of definitions..
Goals can be as small as :
1. To spend less time on FB
2. To play only half an hour maximum on mobile game daily
3. To spend less time on YouTube watching nonsense videos =..=!! (BuzzFeed wtf bullshit and tempting at the same time) making people less productive for so many years.
4. To spend more time reading.. books/article
5. To reward myself sometimes a.k.a. to be less stingy.. lol. saving up and don't know how to spend. wtf
6. To spend less time in the living room (ok.. this is getting too specific.. this is not a goal wtf LOL)

Goals can be as big as :
1. To be good at what I am doing (the definition of good? still unclear.. (I have to write a separate post about this later))
2. Find a partner in crime (not trying to force it.. but.. I know it will be bad for me if I still refuse/have the guts to commit in a relationship)

So!
2017 is about the year of CHANGE. In a better way.
I have a lot of things to express.. but ain't no other way better to express other than writing them down.

So fingers crossed.
Here comes another new year, and growing another year older.. before hitting mid-life crisis..

Treat me better 2017!
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Blogging is time consuming..
Usually a blog post like this will cost me an hour.. 
because of my limited vocab.. and constantly wanted to read back.. (suck at blogging)
so I have no intention to write a blog as often as what I did during school/uni time.
depends on mood tho.. I enjoy blogging anyway.


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