THE POSITIVE ENERGY

So what prompted me to write a blog post on this unusual day?

choose one?

1) today is the unproductive Sunday and tomorrow is a public holiday (another soon-to-be-unproductive day wtf)
2) procrastinating my study time
3) fingertip too pain after practising guitar
4) feeling lonely

5) I left my G2 refill in the hostel and I have no blue ink pen to write my notes
6) feeling disappointed and helpless for not knowing how to deal with the reality that I got the JACKPOT for my final year project

the answer is.......

all of the above!!

OMG!

before starting my final year I have the visions all written in my calender book, saying that I need to be super ambitious and focus on my final year. 

I think I've written something like this: 

"YES YOU HANDSOME GUY, FINAL YEAR IS ALL ABOUT NOT TAKING UP UNNECESSARY RISKS. YOU KNOW YOU ARE DUMB, AND NOT AS EXCEL AS OTHER STUDENT, BUT STILL A HANDSOME PRINCE ^^V"  

my motivational quote, ambitious ya? wtf

jk lah.

but what I wanted was to 'peacefully' score all of the papers for the last 2 semester and graduate. 

but something is just not meant to be planned!! 

REALLY?!!

You don't choose the thug life, the thug life chooses you!!!!!

I still remember what I filled up for my title was those 'I think I can handle this' kinda title.

but..

I got 'selected' to do the best title ever. literally.

I bet no one ever wanted to choose that title even the top scorer, cos we all know it is going to be very hard.

but sometimes when you are afraid of something, it just comes back to you. 

ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

but since rice already become porridge, 

must well just face it.

*sigh*

I know it will be super duper sipek super challenging.

dealing it for one year is no joke.

but ya.. 

the only thing I can do is to keep my head held high.

to have the spirit like Bruce Lee!

ATAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and of course.. to do super well in this semester.. 

cos something is not meant to be planned!!!

BRING IT ON!!!!!

Punch card !

"Ehhh.. you finishing your study on next year June?" my mum came and ask me while I'm packing my stuff for my new semester.

"ahh.. Ya lah." 

wait

wait

wait WHAT?

I'm finishing my undergraduate course next year?!! I started cold sweating so much.

My palms were like Iron man except sweat was coming out instead of a very cool lighting beam. wtf

I still can't believe it! One more freaking year I will be started working in this cruel reality world! OH NOoooooOOOOoooOO! 

Ya lah ya lah, the above statement is totally a statement what a fresh grad would make. *roll eyes*

But I'm not trying to be hipster also lah, when I am genuinely si beh worry I would voice out. wtf 

Especially after I got the chance to expose myself to real working environment that is related to my field.

Not like any part-time work with no pressure, no responsibilities and money I was earning was so "easy". "Easy" as in don't need to pay bill, pay loan, pay gas, etc etc. NET INCOME I MEAN COME ON! lol

Also, people must be thinking, itu lah, tak pernah pergi luar tengok masa muda, skang baru risau. 

Not really also lah, I must deny that. I have the experiences working in a real office environment also, not only part time work very care-free type of environment. I have experiences working with real working bosses and bossy person also. lol fml

That is the reason why I am concious that me myself is not looking forward to end my university life so fast. *wipe tears*

Looking back at my previous blog posts, I have been a very diligent person to upload a "it's time to go back university" post every starting of a new semester.

One thing that is stupid about the university system is that they have this very long semester break for us to "rest". 3 freaking months is too long in my opinion.

But I felt like I have made full use of my long semester break in every semester. 

1st year : HKUST summer school

2nd year : Attended sister's graduation ceremony in London

3rd year : Industrial training

so no complain also. 

So instead of worrying so much, why not face it. 

This time my "it's time to go back university" post will be all about me myself to get ready for the real working environment!

One more year!!

I need to believe myself that one more year I would have to make my mindset very very clear.

Be super ambitious! And FOCUS! AND BELIEVE!

This new semester year is all about FOCUS! GETTING ORGANISED! 

and LOOK! 

WHAT A MOTIVATIONAL POST I HAVE CREATED.

*chehhh*

but ya lah. 

and of course to reduce going onto FB and YouTube so much.

and blogging.

and new movies.

and new reality shows.

and sleeping so much.

and taking a nap too long.

and to be consistent.

and to stop crapping so much un-nutritious topics with coursemates.

and to stay away from drama in real life.

and to stop being a third person.

and to start practising good healthy lifestyle.

and not sure if I can make it.

and still gonna try.

at least for the first month lah.

never try never know mah

and I am staying 7th floor in my new semester

and if the elevator not functioning then I have to sleep in the cafeteria.

and OMG STOP THE CRAPPPPP!!!!!!

The Classy Kampung Boy!

I have been very busy with my industrial training lately.
I have never expected this at all.

I thought internship for student suppose to be in the office on time, sit in front of a PC, pretend to look at some document when boss is around, swipe FB on phone when boss is not around, eating cheap subsidised lunch in a canteen, make new friends, meet up with bunch of passionate colleagues, and punch card out of office on time.
BUT NO! I could not be more wrong!
Not trying to whine about it.. cos someday job hunter might dig this post up and be very disappointed with me this talented guy. wtf

But I have sooooooooooo much to talk about it. I understand this thing is not supposed to be converted into black and white and posted online.
I also understand I cannot always bring all these useless working stress crap back home.

Now I know why people always say 'everyone needs a good listener'.
#lonely #mrlonely

anyway, I think I have been a very generous blogger already.
as you can tell I have always been soooooo ready to talk about my personal thing here.
I felt like I am almost naked in this (as in things and thoughts happened in my life) lol. #sexy

ANYWAY!
this post is about a random topic that just came across that I thought it would be a good idea to discuss about it.

As you already know, my writing style is not as fancy as iggy azalea, do-that-do-that wtf
not a very active person, not well dressed, not very outgoing, not very good in socialising, ....
all in all,
a kampung guy.

and I can see a lot of people out there are classy in nature.
I have been trying very hard to be acting more classy as far as I am concious. fml lol
trying to talk very carefully, trying to dress better, trying to act better, trying to make friend with cool kids, trying to pick up spoon and forks carefully in a restaurant...

NO, IT'S NOT WORKING *pat my back & wipe tears

at the end of the day this is still not my thing.
I don't feel comfortable doing it and to be surrounded by this unfamiliar environment.
I know that people around has always been brainwashed with the fact that to act more classy is more favoured by the society,
but in my mind, kampung guy can be classy too.
at least in their own way of 'classy'

just don't too overly 'la la' can already lah..

look at me,
at least I am quite a 'classy kampung guy' right.

deep in my heart I still have high hope,
when the time is right, I believe a suitable kampung girl will eventually meet this kampung boy! *raise fist

Introvert

writing this random blog post...

after playing piano and guitar...

sitting in my room...

listening to indie music...

chilling...

never have to think of anything when stressing out at work...

never have to think of communicating with people with different thought and attitude...

when people say "get a life"...

it all depends on how people define life...

life can be so complicated

and can be as simple and easy as that

which I enjoy it so much.

wish everyday could be like this.

Sandals

So the other day I had dinner with my family in a shopping mall. After dinner we walked around window shopping since we were so full. My mum and sis went to the ladies shoes department. I decided to just wander around the men shoes department.

woooooooooo, what a nice pair of sandals.
It is about time to replace my old torn Asadi sandals already!
Tried it on.
Looking good!
Flipped it back to check the tag.

damn.

Put it back on the rack.

Is it only me or all the things now are so pricey!
The cheapest pair of sandals now cost around RM50-ish!

As I carefully put back the expensive sandals to the shoe rack, I saw a white hair old lady at the other side sitting on the chair trying out a new pair of shoes.

Her old husband was just opposite of her carrying her bag.
She bent down slowly while putting on the new shoes.

She put on that shoes and decided to stand up and walk a circle to test the comfort of the shoes. Her husband look at her all the way as she walks.
She came back and sit back down on the chair and asked the opinion of her husband while showing uncertainty on her face.
The shoes seems expensive hence the hesitancy.
Her husband patiently talk to her sounded like if she like the pair of shoes she could just buy it.

The salesman stand there resting his head on his hand on the shoes rack showing impatience to them.
The old lady hesitantly take off the shoes again and put back on to try it on again.
Still looking undecided.

I went away after I received a call from my parents.
I am not sure if they bought the shoes.
But this old couples has made me think of so many things.

Where are their children?
Why is her daughter not beside her?
Their son busy working?

This little scene just reminded me how important for us as a son or daughter to always be thoughtful and to care more about our family.

I am studying in Serdang currently.
While some of my friends came from outside the state do not have the opportunity to always go back to see their family, I feel so blessed I have the freedom to always go back to my home.

One thing I like to remind to myself is that as we are busy growing up, our parents are busy growing old too.
That is why I always love to spend time with my family, talk to my parents, on all sort of things happened in my life, and to listen how they have been in their life too.

Cos I know how limited my time is.
This feeling strikes me more especially when I started my industrial training last 2 weeks ago.
My internship so far was fruitful.
I have learnt so much in the past couple of weeks.
It makes me realise how busy I might be in the future when building my career.
A lot of people really work hard to earn their living.
Came early for work, back home late cos work.
Spent more than 9 hours on office, stuck in traffic for 2 hours, 4 hours left for family before going to bed, already all mentally and physically tired.
And of course this is the price we should pay for building up the career, but to maintain it, or to be excel in it, requires more restless days.
Where is the time else we left for our family right.
What else that is uncertain is the working place I will go in my future.

Down to the point is, it is still up to us if we want to spend out some time with family.
But for me, family is my everything.

*knock knock
ehhh jieeee ah,
buy me a new pair of sandals now.
Right now!
lol
*picture is for illustration purpose only lolol he is my friend's father lol fhl

Publishing a book?

I enjoy blogging. 

But I don't publicise my blog. 

The first reason is that this blog is not for everybody's attention. (at this moment)

If I knew that some particular person is reading, I would have write it in a more cautious way. which I don't wish it to be that way. 

When the right time is here, someday in the future, I will publicise it. 

I always wanted to write about what is happening in my university life. (to be more precise, my course) So many stories that are so raw and original. Yet, they are so dramatic. So interesting that even I can make it to a harry-potter-thick book that can be arranged on the best-seller bookshelf in Popular. (hahaha, chehhhh)

just wait for it. 

The Serigala of Jalan Dinding

I see myself as a very artistic person.
I love music, I love movie and I also love both of them combine = musical.
I watch Disney animation when I was small. I guess that is how the artistic seed planted inside of me.
Ever since Disney's Frozen was out, everyone came to me and ask me to watch it. Apparently everyone knows I will like it. And then when I finally got the chance to watch it on my lappy, it turns out I really love it! Who doesn't enjoy watching a Disney animation? NO ONE!

Thanks to some of my friends I mix with, I get to know more about how to judge the "good" or "bad" of a movie. How to be more picky and demanding on choosing a good movie.
Sort of.

I used to think that Hollywood movie were all good. Good in script, good in quality, good in acting, good in plot. But after listening to the very-often-and-loud movie discussion that some of my friends always had in the lecture room, I started to get brainwashed a little. wtf

There are a lot of crappy Hollywood movies out there.
Sudden realisation! I have watched several of them in the cinema before.

Due to them, I started to watch more award-winning movies than before. Most of the movies were introduced by them. Most of them are guaranteed to be boring/not so commercialised.
But I enjoyed watching some of them.

Silver Linings Playbook was awesome.
Jennifer Lawrence was awesome. Bradley Cooper was awesome.
end of comment.
nah... cos I watched it quite long time ago already, forgotten almost half of the story, but what I am impressed about is the acting of both the main characters. #applause

The latest movie I watched was the academy-award-nominated movie The Wolf of Wall Street.
Lately the internet has been bombarded with the fact that Leonardo DiCaprio for not winning the Best Male Actor in the Oscar for his role in the movie. This makes me wanted to watch it even more.
This movie is almost 3 freaking hours long!
and I enjoyed watching every second of it.
The storyline was about a stockbroker convicting fraud crimes related to stock market manipulation.

just 1 word to describe the movie : very-testosterone-boosting
I mean, just to be fair, I'm not just mentioning about all the naked ladies that will appear almost after 15 minutes of every scenes; and not only about all the foul words that were added before any adjective in almost all the dialogue in the script;
but more on how Jordan Belfort in dealing with his plan, and his life.
So daring yet so motivational in a way.
weird enough huh?

But if I have a life like this, I won't decline the offer when people request it to make it as a movie though. So dramatic! wtf
No fancy CG, with powerful plot, audience will always stick their eyes to the screen.
and yes, please give this poor guy a fucking Oscar,
because he fucking deserved it.

5 Countries 7 Cities in 18 days (Part IV)

I am trying very very hard to recall how was my trip already. But I don't want this series of posts to hang in the middle and left unfinished. And since this is holiday week and I am too free to not update the rest of my trip.
I am going to just bring up some pictures and short description though... old liao cannot remember much liao.

So we were already in Italy.
Then we went north up to Pisa where the Pisa tower is located.
Our transportation was by long-distance train.
But to get to Pisa tower in Pisa, we have to take public bus.
Pisa is a very small and quiet town. Not as busy as Rome.

Notice all the tourists there.. posing the same pattern. "so this is thriller... thriller night!"

Pisa Tower

Pisa Tower

We didn't went up to the tower though. Cos first thing is that we were already tired like mad; Not enough sleep; entrance fee is quite costly; and.... SUMMER HERE IS FREAKING HOT! The summer in Europe ain't no place like Malaysia. The air is dry and hot.  Be aware of it if you wish to travel around in the summer.

I think the not so good thing about backpacking also is that you didn't get to know the story behind every of this spot. What you can do is you either do some research on the internet first, or open your ears wide and sneak in to a tourist group and listen to their tour guide's explanation. That's what I did. = ='' wtf

The next stop was Milan. The high-fashioned city! Bam! All the high-end 'atas-atas' brands are all here. Even the air I breathe in I also thought it was expensive. #deepbreathe #expensivelungs #imsupermodel wtf

Milan

Galleria Vittorio Emanuele II - the shopping heaven for the rich. Left Prada right LV

Galleria Vittorio Emanuele II

But if you plan to buy a high-end branded bag, this place is good as you get to have tax refund.

So since we were already there, sis and mum decided to get into the LV, Prada and Chanel store to check it out. It is insanely huge inside. And I've noticed that even in the store in Milan, or any other places like in Paris, surely they will have a Chinese salesperson to assist you. Why? Cos Chinese tourists are rich! I mean Chinese as in the China Chinese. SO, They need to have a chinese speaker in order to boost their sales. Talk about money making!! BAM!

What even funnier is that these Chinese tourists they even bring their own printed catalogue along, with all the research readily done. Buying branded bags was like buying fishes and vegetable in pasar malam. My mum even got pointed by them for choosing the right bag. "No, this one not nice, you see the other one got extra strap and extra zipper!" @@''

Xie xie ni auntie... *walk away*

The buses here in Italy are weird in some way. Cos they take passengers without checking their ticket.
Sometimes even their public train, you can see some of the people here would cross to the gate without inserting their train ticket to the machine. They don't check. They just don't care if they have some people don't pay for their train fee I guess.

Milan's famous bakery - Luini

Cheese + ham ! Still hot in the inside! Yum!

Italian Gelato! YUM!

You see, I was always sticking in the group of Asian people all the time throughout the whole trip and I don't really get to talk to local people in oversea. One thing is that we have language/communication barrier. The other thing is that when they saw a group of Asian family hanging around there will be no local people want to approach to you. And I guess this is the least thing I can appreciate from this group trip.
So I am definitely surprised while I was waiting to cross the road to the other side bus stop, there was a couple standing next to me asked me whether am I came from Japan. LOL. This was exception cos I was standing quite far away from my company group. *trying to be rebellious for a moment LOL* no la it just happened when I stand a little further nia lah, no other intention.
He shook hand with me.
So I replied with a smile, "No" I said. "I am from Malaysia" (proud Malaysian cheh)
do he even know where is Malaysia? I wonder
He just acted like he know, and being friendly and ask me another question, "Do you play football? like soccer?"
I was like hell yeah! *success baby* Nobody even think I am good in sport. I can't even convinced people with this look! LOL!
I laughed. "No. Haha."
"You know Milan Football Club? There is a famous stadium around here." He told me, while holding his girlfriend's hand. And I can't help it but to peek at his girlfriend for two seconds. She just stand there smiled at me. Ang Mo!!! Maybe she thought I was a cute Japanese guy. Konichiwa! Sushi Tempura Heeeeeeeey!
Then my sister wave at me to ask me to come back to the group. She afraid I will get robbed/cheated as I mentioned before, this place is not the safest city in the world.
:((
"Hey, I got to go", I waved goodbye and run back to the group.

HAHA. I don't know but just feel like telling it here. I came back Malaysia and brag about it to my friends tho. HAHAH cos people don't normally think I can play football. fml

Random book stall/library 

That's about it. Italy ain't no the safest city in the world. Even when you are in a group. Take care of yourself and always be aware of the people surrounding if you wish to backpack to this place.

Milan Cathedral - Duomo di Milano

(Day view)

Milan Cathedral - Duomo di Milano

(Night view)

Then the next day overnight in Milan, we travel to Venice.
Stay tuned for more.

Weiii!! ask you to take picture of me not them!

The First Half

Just a blink of eyes, I have survived through the first half of my 6th semester. Time past so fast that I don't even realise that I am already in the holiday week. wtf

So glad that my friend brought his car over from this semester onward. Finally get to travel around places near the university and explore to some new places in Sri Kembangan. Not that I don't have any other friends who didn't bring their car.... but... 

thing is hard to explain.  wtf

Anyway, some of us have decided to share part of the oil expenses also la. Pity him for bringing his car all the way from Chemoh and still have to bring us around. fhl

To recap the entire 7 weeks of this semester:

went to new places to taste some tasty local delicacies 

Spinach noodles with milky ginger-ish soup!

 Fish head bi hoon and 'mice tails'

"When buying people dinner, make sure you buy dinners for people who have bigger dreams than you, and work harder than you." - Li Ka Shing

Won in a contest during semester break and decided to share it out with friends who helped me along throughout these years. 

disclaimer: yeah, in fact there are more people who has helped me, just wait for it okay. I won't forget those dinners I owe you!

As usual, Yin Zi FTW. Due to occasional busy schedule, it's very hard for me to join them. This is the regret but yarh, this year their song composing competition was so great. Love all their music arrangement and all their well-known celebrity judges! Harsh and mean but who cares? We audience enjoyed it! 

First time ever went to Kajang to taste their satay. I love satay and I don't think any satay will goes wrong 

Coursemates came to Klang again. I can now officially declare myself as a professional Klang tour guide. BKT -> I-City -> Dessert

3D paint art. RM10 burnt!

trying to pose like a cool angel, but angel ain't wear spec!

#selfieangel 

weird painting in a way. why la batman has to follow Robin from behind? can't you see the rope is damn thin to support the overweight-looking batman. #superherowithnosuperpower 

MILK!!! look at my thick tongue wtf #notporn 

That was how my first half of semester went.

Not sure is it only me or also the entire whole male human population, I realise that it is pretty hard to do multiple tasking at one freaking time. Especially when one thing is on pending and I started to become very bo sim to do other thing. This freaking semester is for us to decide our compulsory practical training placement. Going through lots of lots of interview sessions + replying lots of lots of e-mail sometime makes me divert my focus on my test 1 a little bit. But thanks to ti gong and guan yin ma, I have been offered to several companies, and I have decided my placement. #blessed

Second half of my semester is all about project coursework and assignment. And not to forget brushing up my carry mark. I guess this is chasing materialistic thing in another way right? fml (I rather to chase after iPad and iPhone)

Last advice to myself and to y'all that even bother to read this: work is endless, plan ahead of how your life is going to be, but be realistic at the same time, then thing will goes well. 

OHM!

Sifu aH Wai. 

Me sux.

It has been more than a month since I update the last post.
Felt like writing a thoughtful introspective post this time, but nahhh...

Again, test is coming next week but don't feel like studying at all.
He claim himself as the "killer", but that doesn't make me to be more worried.
Sometimes laziness just doesn't want me to work something productive. wtf

Looking back at all the test papers I had last 2 weeks made me shiver a little in the heart.
Those questions has killed my brain cells that I might turn Alzheimer's one year earlier. fml

I have a feeling that this semester I will not be able to perform so well.
People may think it is stupid to worry about result in university.. but no. Imagine if I won in this race, I won my entire university fee payment. And it's not that the amount is huge, but it's the achievement that counts.

and.. well, that is also the one thing my people here is fighting for.
and being surrounded by them make me feel the tension also.

But I think this semester no hope already lah.
Let it go, let it go~~~~

well, I hope it is true.

and I would love to have a person telling this kind of motivational thought to me too.

Depressed... :(

Just back in UPM.
sigh -,-
I am not really that emo lah.
Just a bit depressed.
First day here in K10 after 5 weeks.
Not that sad lah tho.
But it took me a moment to think back how to talk to the people here.
*pointing index fingers to the head with eyes closed*
I need that energy back.
Trust me, it consumes energy!
Need some time to adapt loh.

Ya lah, and the worst thing is that not many new/interesting songs coming out these few months to calm my tits mind. \ ^.^"/
My current playlist :
1. Can't Remember to Forget You - Shakira and Rihanna
2. All of me - John Legend
3. American Authors - Best Day of My Life
4. Invisible - Hunter Hayes
5. Cheating - John Letterman

;((

Stories that we shared

I believe everyone at this age is experimenting something new. We are growing up slowly and still exploring ourselves. There is no wrong when in some moment we have self doubt or lack of self-esteem. Especially at our generation where we are exposed to all sorts of social networking sites which directly bring us to more psychological consequences. Everyone of us at this age knows that. We all can always read articles about how bad social networking is affecting our life, how it ruins our mood and all. We all understand. But still, we cannot get away from it! It's just something that our generation has to go through.

And now it is all up to how one whether or not is mentally prepared to see things at his/her own view. 

One way to be mentally grown up a little more is to listen to stories. Any kind of stories that told by anyone.

I am glad that this holiday I spent it quite well, listening to stories.

I remember I swiped through my FB recently and I found one page which interview random people on the street of New York. They asked them to tell their story of their own. I am really impressed. Some are really motivating, some are really worth for everyone of us to pick up and learn from. 

Sometimes these stories are not for us to judge. Cos you do not know what and how their personal reason behind it. But in another way, why not to put ourselves in his/her shoes and learn what and how we can face it when it become your story?

I am really grateful how well my holidays are spent. (Cos I don't feel that way normally *LOL)

There is so many opportunities I can heard from a lot of people. 

How I listen to stories from others? 

I helped my dad in the shop. It's CNY. And this is the peak time for this business.

Every customers who entered to the shop tell their stories. 

They all have different background, really.

One has her son in Singapore busy with his career, one shared how hard she just recovered from sickness, one was worried her husband not liking the one thing she bought, one shows how much she care for the tradition and her family. 

Really, you do not need to be a reporter to interview them. You can always listen and gain one bit by one bit of these moral stories from them in the shop. 

I am really grateful I was there and got the chance to listen to them.

Be a shopkeeper instead!

How else I listen to stories?

It's CNY. We gathered together with relatives in the house and share small talks. 

I think I've already told it before, but I am really blessed I am in a big family. 

Relatives are the one who always give sincere advices, who else does? 

A lot of advices are really just 'raw' and real that apparently you just think that all the nagging were all for your own good. I also enjoyed every moment when I just sit back and listen to my papa mama and aunties uncles having conversation among each other. It's just purely fun and entertaining at the same time. 

It is a moment that is so precious that I just can't treasure it enough.

Of course not to forget all the gatherings with friends. 

People always say, when you are outside you rely on friends. Yeah, we told all our chap bu long to our friends. No one else has the privilege to know it. We listen to everyone's crap and we still think it is worth to listen. lol.

It is great if everyone pour out their heart to make friends. I personally think that to define friend is to mean that one should be sincerely happy for them when he/she is happy. And again, I might sounded like I am writing will or something (CHOI touch wood) but I am glad I have bunch of friends that can always be there for me la. (CHEESY OIIII!)

At the end of the day...

sometimes we just have to change our perspective a little bit.

when people are telling their story, stop the 'judging' like we always gonna do, but instead we share it with our heart and exchange our stories to them sincerely.

This will definitely makes both parties win-win loh.

I am writing blog to share my story too,

and expecting myself to grow a little more bit by bit everyday,

bear with me, 

listen to

STORY OF MY LIFE.

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by One Direction. (*FAN BOY SCREAM)

such a bad ending of the post. = =''

CNY is coming! and some life updates

CNY is coming!

Hands down CNY is always my favourite holiday of the year. (Besides Christmas, Wesak Day, Deevali, Agong's Birthday, Independence Day, ......) 

Okay, as long as there is holiday I am happy. 

Not sure why lah, but I think the main reason of course is all the ang powsssss I will be receiving. *cough* 

Other than that, something that will be quite exciting is that to meet with relatives! I really like the environment of CNY when the living room is always crowded with families and relatives. Sharing small talks and old memories together. 

I must admit that I really am the family guy la. 

I enjoy every moment of it. 

The smiles on the faces, with new red shirt and pants, and CNY cookies and delicacies. >.<

The "inner-family-guy" developed inside of me is because of the way I have been raised, no doubt. 

My family for both of my father and mother side is always very close together. We share talks on the phone, we eat together even if there is no special occasion, we gather and have fun and go for vacation together. And I am really glad this happen to us. 

All of my friends are always very surprised when I told them about this. 

Not to be very cheesy, but the purpose of CNY is always for us to gather and to bond and maintain this kinda relationship la. 

Something that we really need to realise is that, in your every moment of hard times, guess who else will always be at your back? all of your family, of course. And everyone need to realise this at least. 

In conjunction with that, spring cleaning is something you cannot run away from doing it. Friends and family will be coming as guests to your house, and you don't wish to let them to sit in the messy living room. These few days, right away after my final exam I was so busy cleaning the house. (like how I did in every year) (cheh, must give credit to myself)

It is a lot of works to do. No joke. The house we usually think it is small is not small at all when comes to spring cleaning. All the dirt in every corner of the house is indeed very surprising. 

Not to take every credit to myself, but I really don't wish to see my mum and dad after busy working still need to spend their remaining energy to do the cleaning. 

It seems like I am still a little kid saying something like this.. but it's always something that I have it in me. 

But at this age, you can't help it to act like a social networking freak when doing all these works.

My inner monologue: 

"Gosh, so much of dirt and hair on the floor! I am sooooooooo totally gonna upload it on Instagram. 

*snap* #hair #dirt #dirty #omg #tired #springcleaning #rest #rewardformyself #restfor5hours #need100plus #cny #ihateit #handsgetdirty #livingroom #tamandesawan #klang #malaysia #sorrynotsorry #yolo #handsome #worldpeace #nofilter #instaboy #ootd #imjustjokingthereisnoootd #sunnyday #latergonnawritemyblog #staytuned #iloveyouyouloveme #icantthinkofanythingelsealready" 

well...

thank you for reading all the hashtags if you did. lol

But in all seriousness, I don't think I will be updating my blog that often already.

Due to various reasons: 

1. It is awesome when reading back my older posts, but at the same time my eyes hurt (sometimes). I can't help myself but to feel how childish I was when writing. 

2. No time. Seriously, I don't think I will have the time to update my blog in the next few months, unless is to unleash my dissatisfaction. (which I will anyway, do it now on Twitter, talking to myself)

3. I don't want controversy. As you can tell, sometimes I like to post stuff that may be offensive to some people who makan chili dia rasa pedas. and I don't wish to have more controversy in this few years cos I will be focusing on my studies and more important stuffs in the next 2 years. I want it to be calm and peaceful. It is not the time for me to make some unnecessary and useless waves which does not benefit me. 

Now it is the time for my 2014 New Year's MegaPixel (saje want it to be fancy):

1. To maintain my CGPA.

2. To be good at what I am doing.

3. To learn to be sincere...

4. To be good at new musical instrument! Piano!! (I love music and I am glad that I manage to play some songs on piano now! Hooray for myself) 

5. To have lesser drama in university life (cos I would have no time for all the dramas, I have other more important stuff need to focus)

6. To have a new look. (guess that was a fail for me last year, but I think I have more fashion sense now la, DON'T LAUGH OK WTF)

7. To care less at the less important stuff (I am already good at this I think, but I guess I need it more, cos I am always surrounded by people who always care too much)

Looking back at my last year's resolution, I think I accomplished quite a lot and I am really proud of myself. 

1. Maintain my CGPA.
2. Know where am I and where I want to go.
3. Experience more new experience.
4. Develop new hobbies.
5. Have a new look.
6. Make new friends.
7. Improve my guitar skills. 

So I guess listing out my resolution really works on me.. 

and I hope I can accomplished them all this year.

K done. Signing off. 

See you soon, hopefully in the near future. 

Here is the picture of my control laboratory device.

Saje want to put a picture la... Don't want all words makes the post too dull. 

okay la okay la.. put something relevant:

Still don't get it.

=.=