THE POSITIVE ENERGY

So what prompted me to write a blog post on this unusual day?

choose one?

1) today is the unproductive Sunday and tomorrow is a public holiday (another soon-to-be-unproductive day wtf)
2) procrastinating my study time
3) fingertip too pain after practising guitar
4) feeling lonely

5) I left my G2 refill in the hostel and I have no blue ink pen to write my notes
6) feeling disappointed and helpless for not knowing how to deal with the reality that I got the JACKPOT for my final year project

the answer is.......

all of the above!!

OMG!

before starting my final year I have the visions all written in my calender book, saying that I need to be super ambitious and focus on my final year. 

I think I've written something like this: 

"YES YOU HANDSOME GUY, FINAL YEAR IS ALL ABOUT NOT TAKING UP UNNECESSARY RISKS. YOU KNOW YOU ARE DUMB, AND NOT AS EXCEL AS OTHER STUDENT, BUT STILL A HANDSOME PRINCE ^^V"  

my motivational quote, ambitious ya? wtf

jk lah.

but what I wanted was to 'peacefully' score all of the papers for the last 2 semester and graduate. 

but something is just not meant to be planned!! 

REALLY?!!

You don't choose the thug life, the thug life chooses you!!!!!

I still remember what I filled up for my title was those 'I think I can handle this' kinda title.

but..

I got 'selected' to do the best title ever. literally.

I bet no one ever wanted to choose that title even the top scorer, cos we all know it is going to be very hard.

but sometimes when you are afraid of something, it just comes back to you. 

ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

but since rice already become porridge, 

must well just face it.

*sigh*

I know it will be super duper sipek super challenging.

dealing it for one year is no joke.

but ya.. 

the only thing I can do is to keep my head held high.

to have the spirit like Bruce Lee!

ATAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and of course.. to do super well in this semester.. 

cos something is not meant to be planned!!!

BRING IT ON!!!!!