Draw my story.

So yeah if you know me I am quite a person that have big interest in art. And by art I mean drawing kinda art. Ever since I was in primary school, I draw comic for my friends to read. I think I did mention about it long long time before in this blog. No big secret tho. I really enjoy drawing very much.

When I was small I was quite an introvert. Eating alone in the canteen is not a big deal at all. I do have friends at that time. But I was not that kinda person that will tell my everything to friends. Even when I was an innocent kido. And ya, my academic performance was never my advantage at that time. Quite a loser right? For your info, I was in the third class in my whole school, well, if counted from behind. (it's not a thing to be ashamed of tho, just to clarify) 小时了了，大未必佳。But I guess in my case would be 小时不了了，大未必差。*wink and shrug shoulders*

okay back to my story, so the only way of expressing my emotion, is to draw. Draw things that I like. Pokemon, Digimon, anime, Ragnarok, my own self-created-and-imagined love story. LOL. It was fun and funny at the same time, TBH. And showing my masterpiece artwork is the only way to make me feel proud and happy, and the compliment I get is priceless.

So when about the time when I stepped into secondary school, and people started asking what you gonna be in the future, and that was the time I started doubting. I was just milimeters away to choose Graphic Design as my course for my tertiary education. People say doing something you like means everything to you, especially when it comes to working. My interest is art, art is my interest. So why not?

But after further thinking, I thought, why yes? reality means everything to the people in this world. It's not that choosing Graphic Design has no future, but in a conservative way, well, to be really conservative and a bit biased-minded, it's just not something that I THINK I can manage to make it "big". Competition is strong and I'm not sure I'm capable of those.

So I gave up my so-called "dream". I chose the other route instead.
Regret? Yes. But I've already paralysed. Ain't no time to regret for something I can't change. I've regretted enough in my 21 years of life. (always throwing big philosophy, chehh!)
But in a bright side, I still can do something that I like.

If there is time for me, I will still be doing something that I enjoy doing.
For instance, playing guitar, listening song, singing, watching reality shows. Keeping up with the Karsashians! FTW! Yay! (=.='' why so "unhealthy" one?)
And ya, if time permits, I really wanna post something that I draw in my blog instead of just typing/crapping things about my life.
I look up to a lot of Taiwanese(especially) comic blogger who are really talented and creative. Like Wan Wan ~ CUTE !
So now, introducing :

This is aH Wai !

But I think it would turn up as a 三分钟热度 for me. I'm too impatient to continue something that if I think it is troublesome.
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wait, what?
Nothing to do here. #kthanksBYE